hi. my name is antonia. i´m named after my grandfather, by my mother, who is the strongest woman i know. i live in germany, and will stay here for less than a year longer before graduating high school and leaving to discover the world and my path, which is still so unclear to me. at 18, i have so much ahead of me. i like to write. a lot. i write poems about strangers on trains or the sunsets i get to experience while walking my dog heidi. i write love letters, most of them are hidden in one of my white journals to never be read. i write books only to never finish them but keep the story alive in my mind. i write here, about life in general and sometimes traveling or fashion, whatever i feel like, really. i love correcting people´s grammar but hate when i have to, and i love the sky, the stars and sunsets. i love loving and making other beings happy makes me happy. i cry to sad music or happy movies, i cry when leaving places and people and i cry when i see them again. i am awfully emotional and sensitive but i have learned to see the brightside of this: i´ve become good at being vulnerable and honest, and i hope to inspire others to be the same. empathy is the backbone of every society, we see it in religion and culture and our everyday lives: kindness and frienship go a longer way than hatred or being judgemental. i am becoming more of who i know i am meant to be, with every passing day. music makes me happy to the point where you have never seen me truly happy until you´ve seen me at a concert, and i love laughing and making other people laugh. i like the forest during the day, i like taking videos of heidi or my friends or plants swaying in the wind. i have an urge to create. i love words and i love reading them. this is my little corner of the internet, come join me and my raindbow.